i should have known.
i shouldn't trust anyone. no one.
i'm too naive. idiot.
...pathetic...
no one really cares about me.
because no one really respects me.
now i know how it feels... being betrayed by someone i trusted.
lord, i never knew it would be so painful...
and full of tears...
........
rain, will you hug me tonight?
i feel so lonely here...
lying awake in an ocean of teardrops... i float away...
